\u015eakir Baki \u00dcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
(Merve Tokaz\u2019\u0131n r\u00f6portaj\u0131ndan esinlenilmi\u015ftir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir zamanlar burada bizim olan yedi katl\u0131 apartman\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. \u015eimdi ne bir kimsem, ne bir yatacak d\u00f6\u015fe\u011fim, ne \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6rtecek bir yorgan\u0131m var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hatun Han\u0131m, ate\u015fler ve karabasanlar i\u00e7inde solgun, uykuya dald\u0131. Sahibi oldu\u011fu apartman\u0131n yedinci kat\u0131nda, yatak odas\u0131nda, yata\u011f\u0131nda yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yordu. Burnuna \u00e7al\u0131nan il\u00e2\u00e7 kokusu ve \u00fcst\u00fcndeki battaniyenin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda eziliyordu. Zihninde buna bir mana veremiyordu. \u0130skenderun liman\u0131, yatak odas\u0131ndan bir tablo gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Lakin, koridordan kula\u011f\u0131na \u00e7al\u0131nan sesler odas\u0131nda yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
3 g\u00fcn sonra;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bilinci yava\u015f yava\u015f a\u00e7\u0131lmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini usulca aralad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda tavanda sallanan, durdu\u011fu yerde durmayan ask\u0131l\u0131 floransa tak\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini hemen geri, s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya kapatt\u0131. Yine deprem oluyor sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Karanl\u0131klara s\u00fcr\u00fcklendi\u011fini, toz bulutu i\u00e7inde canavarca sesler aras\u0131nda bir bo\u015flu\u011fa k\u00fcl\u00e7e gibi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, feryatlar\u0131, imdat seslerini duyuyordu. Kulaklar\u0131nda korkun\u00e7 sesler yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu. Kulaklar\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lar\u0131yla kapatt\u0131, s\u0131kt\u0131. Seslerle ba\u015f edemiyordu. \u015eimdi yine toz bulutu, \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar ve yakar\u0131\u015flar aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
6 \u015eubattan bir g\u00fcn \u00f6nce;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hava mis gibi bahar\u0131n m\u00fcjdesini ye\u015fil ye\u015fil a\u00e7an a\u011fa\u00e7lardan, iyot kokusunu da denizden getiriyordu. Temiz havay\u0131 derin derin i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekti, nefesini tuttu, sonra usul usul b\u0131rakt\u0131. Din\u00e7le\u015fti\u011fini hisseti. Hizmetine bakan beslemesi, kahve ve pastas\u0131n\u0131 geni\u015f balkonun masas\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131ktan sonra, mutfa\u011fa geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Deniz, bu sabah yine gizlice Bedri Rahmi Ey\u00fcpo\u011flu taraf\u0131ndan laciverte boyanm\u0131\u015f, p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 dalgalar yuvarlana yuvarlana sahile ko\u015fuyor, beyaz k\u00f6p\u00fckleriyle \u00e7ak\u0131lta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yalayarak parlat\u0131yor ve sayg\u0131s\u0131zca homurdanarak geri \u00e7ekiliyordu. Hatun Han\u0131m, en \u00e7ok da dalgalar\u0131n geri \u00e7ekilirken b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc koyu ye\u015fil renginin a\u00e7\u0131k ye\u015file, a\u00e7\u0131k ye\u015filin bak\u0131r \u00e7al\u0131\u011f\u0131na, renkten renge b\u00fcr\u00fcnmesine bakmaya doyam\u0131yordu. Bug\u00fcn m\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 okulda \u00f6\u011fretmenler i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sunumu yapacakt\u0131. Saatine bakt\u0131, vakti vard\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
6 \u015eubat sonras\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zlerini yava\u015f yava\u015f korkarak a\u00e7t\u0131. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kendisine g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek bakan gen\u00e7 g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc hem\u015fireyi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O an her \u015feyi kavrad\u0131. Bir filim \u015feridi gibi, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 korkun\u00e7 deprem kaosunu hat\u0131rlad\u0131. G\u00f6zleri bu\u011fuland\u0131. Sonra kendini tutamayarak h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klara bo\u011fuldu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ok iyi biliyordu ki, hayatta kimsesi kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onun i\u00e7in b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015famlar bitmi\u015fti. Y\u00fcre\u011fi bir kez daha ac\u0131yla s\u0131zlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn yazlar, baharlar ve ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7lar bitmi\u015fti. Akl\u0131ndan sevdi\u011fi insanlar\u0131n isimleri ge\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dr. Burhan Bey (e\u015fi), \u00d6\u011fretmen Esin Can\u0131m ( k\u0131z\u0131), Dr. \u0130rfan Bey (damad\u0131), Nihal ve Nilg\u00fcn (9-5 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, torunlar\u0131), Seher (beslemeleri)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Akl\u0131ndan ge\u00e7eni bilemezdi hem\u015fire…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne ile \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fcr ki, toprak! Toprakla- elbette toprakla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
(Ehlen Dergisi\u2019nin 1. say\u0131s\u0131nda yay\u0131mlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, May\u0131s 2023, Y\u0131l:1 Say\u0131:1)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u015eakir Baki \u00dcn (Merve Tokaz\u2019\u0131n r\u00f6portaj\u0131ndan esinlenilmi\u015ftir.) Bir zamanlar burada bizim olan yedi katl\u0131 apartman\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. \u015eimdi ne bir kimsem, ne bir yatacak d\u00f6\u015fe\u011fim, ne \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6rtecek bir yorgan\u0131m var. Hatun Han\u0131m, ate\u015fler ve karabasanlar i\u00e7inde solgun, uykuya dald\u0131. Sahibi oldu\u011fu apartman\u0131n yedinci kat\u0131nda, yatak odas\u0131nda, yata\u011f\u0131nda yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yordu. Burnuna \u00e7al\u0131nan il\u00e2\u00e7 kokusu ve \u00fcst\u00fcndeki […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":275,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"tdm_status":"","tdm_grid_status":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-753","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-guncel"},"yoast_head":"\n